J & I have been talking quite a lot about our future careers/plans/anything&everything lately. Funny, you would think that all of these plans would have been set before we got married. Well, we both thought that they were! But, things change! The only consistent thing in life is change : ) Anyways, it feels like we have a million bajillion decisions to make, and that we have to make them all right now, or else.
But, "or else" what? I have to keep reminding myself that I don't need to be stressing over all of these daunting decisions, and that instead I just need to be happy in every moment and figure them out one day at a time. Thinking too far into the future just takes up time from the present - I'm not saying that it isn't important to look ahead and have a plan, but sometimes I get too caught up in the future "what ifs" - and it effects my daily everythings. Luckily, I have someone to hold & support me through all of it :)
Even through these stressful plans & decisions, life with J has truly been such bliss. I cannot explain the joy and love I come home to each and every day.